Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Reflection Post

My Journey Grant, “Epic Research,” combined my interest of English and education.  The goal was to read nine epics, give summaries, and explain how and why these epics should be taught in the classroom to our modern students.  Over the nine weeks, I read The Epic of Gilgamesh, The Iliad, The Odyssey, The Aeneid, The Metamorphoses, Beowulf, The Divine Comedy, The Canterbury Tales, and Paradise Lost.  I chose to discuss these texts via blogging over nine weeks—devoting a week to each epic.  Over the course of nine weeks, every day, I blogged a synopses over chapters/books of the epic.  At the end of the week, I blogged over why to teach the particular epic in a classroom and why it was important for a modern student. 

The experience was an interesting one for me.  At first, I was a hesitant to do a Journey Grant.  I was not sure if I had time or energy to do it, especially over the summer.  When I finally decided to do a Journey Grant, it began the long process of picking what to do.  Many of my friends were doing the British Teachers’ Education Program, which I could not fit into my schedule.  I wanted to do something that encompassed my passion of literature and education.  Over the last three years at Jewell, I have combined my interests of globalization, modernity, English, and education.  I knew I wanted this project to be the same.  I asked around for help from professors as well as family and friends.  I ended up focusing on epic poetry.  I had only previously read a few of the epics I discussed, so it became an opportunity for me to read more (which is always helpful) and explore how to teach these texts to our students today.

This experience was beneficial for me as a reader and teacher.  I had to put myself into a career I have not started yet.  I had to think like a student and a teacher.  What would students find exciting about a text they were not familiar with?  How can I teach the relevancy and value of these ancient texts?  It was an enlightening experience.  I had the opportunity to read The Epic of Gilgamesh, which was written centuries ago, to Paradise Lost, which was written in the seventeenth-century.  As I wrote the synopses every day, I become the student, dissecting and analyzing language, plot, character, and theme.  At the end of the week, I morphed into the teacher.  I discussed allusions, relevancy, themes, characters, and how they all tie into our modern society.  This blogging experience, in the least, broadened my horizons as a reader and a teacher of readers.

Not only did this experience help me grow and gain new insight into my future career, but also it helped me become a better writer.  The old cliché is that to become a better writer, you must write every day.  Clichés are tried but true, and it is accurate in my case of blogging.  As I wrote every day, I noticed my own voice (as a writer) become stronger.  Throughout the first three years of college, being an English major, you are asked to write analytical papers over literature.  Critical thinking over literature that Jewell requires you to do is integral in becoming an excellent reader and writer, but blogging added a different dimension to my writing.  I blogged every day, probably over 500 words a day (although I never counted).  This experience inspired me to try my hand at writing, which I have done over the summer.  It has started a spark in me that might not be profitable in the future, but can help with future careers (if teaching does not pan out) as well as my own catharsis.

There were pros and cons of choosing this as my project.  I enjoyed the freedom blogging gives as well as making my own schedule.  With being involved in basketball for the college, I could work out and coach in camps, and blog every day.  Saying that, blogging was time consuming.  When I had vacation or had to work a residential basketball camp for an entire week, blogging became difficult.  It took me approximately three hours/day to blog, which does not include the reading I had to do every night so I could blog the following day.  It was not the experience I expected, because it was—at times—daunting.  It was time consuming, but that being said, I do not regret choosing this as my project and blogging as my forum. 

Strengths and weaknesses are revealed throughout anything in life.  As far as weaknesses, it all comes back to the time consuming aspect of this project and also the longevity of the project.  The blogging started the first of June and I finished at the beginning of August.  It took a lot of time and dedication to do it.  There were definitely days I grumbled about having to blog.  There were days when I complained the no one was actually benefitting from what I was saying.  There were days when I thought to myself, “Who cares?”  However, as with life, the good outweighed the bad.  My mom was my biggest advocate for the project.  She encouraged me when I was down.  She complimented my writing, and was truly impressed.  Since she was my biggest supporter, she spread my blog around.  She words for Landmark Company, a banking company out of Columbia, MO.  Her boss, Mark Landrum, came across my blog because of her.  He admired my blog, my cause, and my writing.  There were other instances where people praised my writing and what I was doing. 

As for the future, I am excited by what I have done so far.  I am going to attempt to see if I can get my final blog post, essentially a paper written about why epics should still be in curricula, published on a website devoted to education.  I also think, as a teacher, it helped me think about the importance of texts I will teach in the classroom.  It made me focus on the relevancy and value of a book, and how to give that message to modern students.  I would like to learn more on the actual teaching of these texts.  It would be interesting to see research and units done over each of these texts, as well as anecdotes about student responses.  It is nice to talk about the theory of teaching these texts, but I want to learn about the actual application of them in the classroom.  As for doing this project differently, I would focus on, perhaps, globalization, and how the growth of technology and modernity affects the teaching of these texts.  I would look at the teaching of them not only in our classrooms, but also around the world. 

In summary, the project was a success for me.  I learned about myself, new texts, and how to become a better teacher.  I appreciate William Jewell for allowing me the opportunity to enhance my educational experience.  I am not sure where else a student can have an opportunity to do what I did, as well as other students.  I would also like to thank the people who read my blog and helped me get to do what I love for an entire summer.    

Thank you all for everything,

Cassy

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